will u stay with me when i moved here?
where will we stay?
im going to build a house for us?
what its like?

he took piece of paper and a pencil. i sit beside him. he started doing the scratch. we both sink in out own world. and i witness that. he realy did what he say, build a house for us...

a house for us. oil on canvas 70x70cm,2004
by Daniel and Permana

japanese grass, the rope on your body.
vermillion stone, the ship that sink into the deepest ocean.

frewell and rest in peace my dear friend

"what do u see in me?"

"i see a boy who wants to see all of life. who is eager to start his life, but also afraid.
who feels that life is good, but has also betrayed him. sometimes looking to be alone, sometimes reaching for something to love. in the end, a boy who becomes a man who is honest, loving and has a lot to give someone and the world.

"that is joey permana, the boy i met, loved in person, and miss every day"

JUST -WHEN- I -TURN
AND- THIS -COMLICATED -DEAL- IS -ALWAYS- BURN
THEE-WHO- LAY -BESIDE- ME
EREASE -ALL -THOSE -WORRIES- IN- ANCIENT -STORY

BE- BE- BE -JUST- BE
COS -I- WANT -THEE
ON- YOU- CRAZY- DAWN- TILL- I -KNEE
FOR -THE -BEE

WHEN -BREAKS
DO -US -FREAKS
UNDER -THE- SEVEN -PANCAKES
GOT -THEM -THE -SECRETS

THE BRIDGE DRUNK
WE DANCE AS PUNK

BUFFALO -DISAPPEAR
THE -WOLF- APPEAR
I -CHANGED- MY- GEAR
ON- HIGH- ALWAYS- WITH -FEAR

STAY- THEE -STAY -BE- HERE
FOR -THOSE- FEELINGS -IS- NOW -WILL- BE
ABUNDANT- LIGHT- ON- THEE
EVERSINCE -YOU -SPIT- ON- ME

THE -RED- PAINTER

im so fucking horny. jerk off is the only solution people like me can make.there's no way i can do it at home. still looking at the boi tru my window. watching him talking to his friends. gets me real hard.

BOI, CAN I FUCK YOU?